here’s a little story for you guys.
3 years ago I moved to a new town and it was the first day of school so I went to my class and met a girl and she became my friend so she told me she would introduce me to her friend group and add me.
it was a friend group of 5 people when I joined so I enjoyed it.
I met the one girl, Julia. (Name dropping WOOPSIE lmao)
and I thought I liked her but I thought I was straight so I kept it a secret.
I was best friends with Julia even more than the other girls that I met and we were always together.
1 year later they other girls got toxic and thought we were annoying, the girls would get mad at me and then start arguing or have a fight.
we went outside one day for recess and Julia asked me if it could just be me and her so we layed on the grass and talked she said to me “you know we could just be a duo and ignore them.” she said and I nodded “yeah we should” I laughed and we looked at the sky.
I realized she was my crush, but I didn’t want to tell her because she was my best friend and I couldn’t do that.
I was struggling with my sexuality but I was young so I didn’t care that much.
I kept the crush a secret for so long..
1 year later we were going to move across the country and I had to tell Julia and the friend group.
(it’s crazy that I remember the conversation.)
“I’m moving.” I said “oh? to where?” C asked “to Edmonton” I said “oh that’s cool!” E said “I hope you have fun” B said “I hope so too, I’ll miss you guys.” I said and I walked with Julia.
“I’ll miss you” I said to Julia.
the day came of moving and we went to Edmonton.
I never told her I loved her and if I could go back I would have.