I even afraid to open my social media today.
I have a bad memory when I'm a baby kpopers.. which is i got a new about jonghyun from Shinee commit suicide. To be honest i really love to read news about kpop when I'm still baby kpopers.. but after i read news about jonghyun, i stop read because i really hate about lossing news, I'm trauma about it.
And can u even imagine? I'm coming to instagram after a tired day, and want to find a joy in instagram, the first post popped out was abt moonbin news? It's really shock me a lot! It make me remember about my baby kpopers self which i have a lot of paranoid and trauma during that time...
I can't even say anything and I'm so speechless..
Now, i notice that even idol smiling on the camera, that doesn't means they are fine...
Now, i really wanna hug all idols tightly especially astro member and aroha❤️
I feel you because once i lost jonghyun too...
Be strong, uri aroha❤️
