monjin_innit

Momjin_innit I like your picture for your profile :D

Hi! I'm back, sorry about being inactive for over 2 months I got wattpad taken away TnT. But I'm back. I wanna know.... Would you like to see something with the grownup versions of Richie Tozier and Eddie Kaspbrak? Because I have never seen one and it's kinda upsetting. But hey! I'll do whatever :) 

sorry about being inactive for a few weeks and not finishing the story you recommended @MonsterRanboo i just have been working on school and kinda forgot i had things to write ehehh. but i will eventually finish the book idea you recommended. have a nice day/night remember you are loved!! <3
          (sorry for any spelling errors ;-;)

helloooooo!! uhh i wanna write something right now. please give me a BL plot and names. it will be out in at least a few hours MAYBE. it might take a while though hahah. sadly, like i stated before, i wont be writing anymore Dream SMP content, and i apologize for that.

the days are just going by slower and slower. i think im losing contact with reality. my best friend tried to kill herself last week and wasnt at school for two days. when she told me i almost started crying because that was when i realized how much i need her to keep myself sane. i really do want to live but i cant handle most things. i want to live life to its fullest but i dont think i can. i take medication for these things. it was helping but now its just making things worse. knowing that i take medication to make me happy. i might just have to end things. my entire life has been sought out already, my future planned. and i cant see it any other way than me being 6 feet under. have a good day. if i dont upload for a long time then you should know what happened to me.

vent because im about to fucking kill myself.
          
          (i dont give a shit about spelling rn i just want someone to kill me)
          
          so... i just had this dumb ass conversation with my mom about pushing people i used to be really good friends with away. and she was like "everyone needs people" and i said "not me" and she was like oh but you do mimimimim just being a nucence. and she kept saying stuff about knowing people and blah blah and i almost lashed out. but i didnt say anything i just thought, "i dont even know myself anymore. and im losing myself." and multiple times i almost cried. luckily i didnt and i was facing away from her so she couldnt see me. 
          
          im also finding school to be harder to handle. and i can barely find joy in anything. and im pretty sure my best friend is sick with something because she was gone for two days and said today that she was just released from the hospital... and if she is sick and something bad happens i would definitely have to kill myself because i dont think i can handle life without her. even though i wasnt too fond of her at the beginning shes one of the people i trust most now. and yes, we have only known eachother for about 2 years now.
          
          im also sick right now. and ive been wanting to die more because of how shitty i feel...... im just so done with life and the people around me. and sometimes the internet is the only thing that keeps me happy and my mom keeps threatening to take it away from me.
          
          dont feel bad for me. im just a random ass idiot on the internet. dont feel sorry for me. i dont deserve your sorrow. dont try to make me feel better about myself. its already embeded in my mind that im worthless.
          
          have a good fucking day night. remember you are loved by many. <3

so uh..... i wont be writing anymore...... Dream smp ship books............. but i will be writing BL books :]
          sorry if this is a disapointment but i just- UGGHH- dont have motivation or ideas.... sowwy
          but uh- one thing is that- you- you can tell me names and ideas and characters and what they look like :()
          im sorry i just cant do it anymore lolll
          anywho have a good day/night :))) <3

1, 2, or 3
          
          
          I can't decide what to read so you choose for me, BUT you won't know what kind of book/ship it is 

guys im kinda scared.... everytime i shuffle my liked songs the very first song to play is either Heatwaves or Heatwaves Stripped Back. i think Spotify's trying to tell me something..... 
          ;)

this is more of just so my dumb @ss doesnt forget but the characters for the beauty and the beast skephalo au will be as listed,
          Belle - Skeppy<3
          Beast - Badboyhalo<3
          Belle's dad - Philza
          Librarian - Niki
          Gaston - Techno
          LeFou (Gaston's bo- i mean sidekick) - Tommy xD
          and i think thats all i might add to this sooo <3