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Hello
          Please help me find this story
          
          Name(i think): ভালবাসার টান/টানে
          প্রধান চরিত্র: শানজা তালুকদার (single mother of two twins working as an air hostess)
          Story length: 42 parts+-
          Kahini in short: she meets a half bengali boy with blue/green eyes (dad Bengali. Mom USA ) in an amusement park (fantasy kingdom maybe)who came to bangladesh to visit his relatives. Fxxs him before her wedding night. He gives him a diary as a gift. Gets caught by her mother. Wedding gets called off. Turns out she's pregnant. With twins. She gives birth. They have blue/green eyes. Takes job as air hostess to support kids. Finally decides to find out where their father is after 5 years. Figures out where he lives. Somewhere in USA. Pays him a visit under the pretext of returning the diary. Turns out he's married to a baddie who's apparently cheating on him with his cousin (constantly drunk). 
          
          A notable scene: he goes to a Bangladeshi restaurant because he missed the memories he made in Bangladesh. Orders khichuri/biryani. Eats with his hand without spoon or anything. His baddie wifey gets icks seeing this. 
           
          That's all for now. Please help me find this story.