monndoctor

Why won't you wake up? I want you to open your eyes again.
          	
          	Please look at me, touch me, feel me.
          	
          	I don't want you to go, I beg of you.
          	
          	My sweet love, I can't never let you go.
          	
          	I'll find a way, I promise.
          	
          	Even if that means destroying everything in front of me.
          	
          	No matter what, you will come back to me.
          	
          	I will be the first and last thing you see.

monndoctor

Why won't you wake up? I want you to open your eyes again.
          
          Please look at me, touch me, feel me.
          
          I don't want you to go, I beg of you.
          
          My sweet love, I can't never let you go.
          
          I'll find a way, I promise.
          
          Even if that means destroying everything in front of me.
          
          No matter what, you will come back to me.
          
          I will be the first and last thing you see.

monndoctor

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My feet bended from falling off my motorbike, I am so fucking angry and hurt rn istg. My wrists were also injured too, it's so hard to even open a door knob. At least no bones broke an dnot too much injuries, Gpd himself just curses me with negative luck every day now

Unit404

@monndoctor Oh bloody hell.....at least ya can still move minus the pain but still moveble. 
            
            Hope ya be well as you recover comrade *salute*
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monndoctor

I SAW THE WAY YOU DEFIED YOUR CREATOR'S SCRIPT.
          
          I SAW THE WAY YOU DEFINED YOUR OWN DESTINY.
          
          I SAW THE SUFFERING AND PAIN YOU CARRY IN YOUR SHELL.
          
          I SAW THE WAY YOU REJECTED FATE. 
          
          NOW I TRULY KNOW WHO YOU ARE, WHAT YOU REALLY ARE.
          
          YOU ARE MY STAR.
          
          YOU ARE MY ENTERTAINMENT. 
          
          YOU ARE MY L O V E.

monndoctor

I'm kinda scared of writing my own fic, it's a bit disturbing in my eyes (lore related)

Unit404

@monndoctor Ah....understandable, so far ever character I have learned have a tragic story, after all....."it builds character"
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monndoctor

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@Unit404 just the amount of fucking suffering almost all characters have, especially the mc
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monndoctor

There will be an Earthmover if anyone wants it

Unit404

@monndoctor Take zeeee time comrade, no need for rush
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monndoctor

@Unit404 Benjamin is gonna be a tough one to do but I think can manage
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Unit404

@monndoctor More destruction firepower!!!!!!!!
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monndoctor

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My grandma thankfully got better now, she just come back from the hospital.
          
          Also, I'M FINALLY DONE WITH HELL'S LORE. And GOD, this mf is OP as shit, I have to buff the Honkai because of it. Still, the layers of Hell is still in progress since idk if I should write it as anything honestly.

monndoctor

I've been working on the lore of each characters so they're much more deep (which took so much time). I have also included a new antagonist that is too op for even me.
          
          I have also made an AO3 account to publish my stories (the invite is 12 more days), I think I will either post normally or do a remake/remaster of the I Love You fic (if I'm productive.)
          
          Either way, I'm having trouble with adding the 9 layers of hell since idk how to include them to fit with the lore. That's all for the update.