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Pee pee

It's been a while. 

Am I not doing the good 

Why do I keep losing followers 

I am trying and am doing well, but I still manage to feel like a failure.

???? I lost two followers??? Oh well, we don't need any negativity in mono land 

165 followers?! 
          Holy cow. Don't you think I'll stop appreciating all of you, because y'all took the time to follow me and like me for my content. ESPECIALLY the fact that this isn't a very popular social media, so numbers of people are scarce. YET, there's still hundreds of thousands of people here. A small fraction of that likes my content, which means that a small fraction of those people actually like ME. I feel pretty darn special knowing that no amount of followers could equal my love for those followers. So, even if I do eventually have possibly 3k followers in the future, I'll still appreciate each and every single one of you. Thanks for existing and stuff! 

Mom's spaghetti 

Can I have love please 

I feel like I don't got any friends here, and I don't know why. Like, I've tried to be friends with a few people, but they just ignore me like everyone else. I'm not exactly the best at making friends irl, I mean, I've literally got NO ONE to hang with at my school except this group of edgy kids that accepted me because apparently I look edgy too? I just wish some people would actually talk to me, and consider me a friend even though I'm LITERALLY the human definition of a pile of shit. Like, seriously, I'm needy, prolly really stupid in everyone else's eyes, untalented, and I'm pretty nosey I guess? If I were friends with me, I wouldn't be. I guess that settles that?