monomaily
making a new story!!
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ruuishiro
Razor is Gay
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lol im in ss class rn im supposed to be reading something she gave us, but instead im on wattpad. im still reading tho, just not what she wanted :]
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IM AT SCHOOL BC MY MOM BRINGS ME EARLY, AND THEN MY FRIEND SAID HOW SHE SLEPT IN THEATER CLASS YESTERDAY, AND THEN SHE SAID"imagine if mr balu(theater teacher) walked in right when i said that" AND THEN THIS BITCH WALKED RIGHT IN WTF
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i wanna kms lol
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venting
i dont want to be here anymore. i have been trying so hard for so long and nothing is working. i try to make everyone happy but theres always at least one person who hates me. the voices in my head keep telling me to do bad things to myself, and sometimes i really do consider it, sometimes i almost do it. ifeel like all of my friends are starting to think im annoying and talk to much.and im pretty sure they are ignoring me on purpose.i just wish people actually liked me.i really just dont want to be here anymore.im tired.i just want to be happy for once.im always faking it.and its so tiring.i bet people dont even care.what am i saying. i know they don't care. please just let me be happy.but its difficult for me.all the time. i have to keep up with my grades.i get called stupid and dumb. and i know im not the most intelligent, hell probably far from it, but it kind of hurts sometimes to never be good enough.and thats what im afraid of. never being good enough. what if one day im suddenly not as funny, or too annoying. what if all my friends left me? i try my best to make them stay. i make sure that i dont slip up around them unless its in a funny way. but each day it gets harder and harder.i know that everyone is joking when they call me names. but are they really?i dont know, maybe im looking too much into this. im just afraid that if i make one wrong move, everyone is going to think im way too much to deal with and leave. and that scares me, ya know?and j will ALWAYS be there for everyone. No matter what, i will be. and i genuinely mean that. but i dont really have anyone to fall back on. and sometimes i feel more like an option than a friend and people only choose me when they need to.i bottle everything up. i hide my emotions. i pretend to be okay. its not healthy, i know but i dont want to be a burden. i dont want to have people worried about me. i dont want to see everybody end up not worrying about me because they dont really care.
ruuishiro
@k0c1ch1 Razor, I love you very much. I promise you, your very important to me. You became my friend right after my best friend left me. You made feel so much better and happier ever since I've met you. I'm always going to be here for you, I'm not the best at comforting people but if it's you I promise I'll try my best to make you feel better. I know that this vent is pretty old but I still want to try my best to make you feel better. I really care about you very much you can talk to me whenever you want. I'll never leave you for someone else even if it's my partner if I ever get one. I promise you I won't leave you like that. Razor, your amazing the way you are. I don't care if your not funny at all. I love you the way you are. Even if you become dry or "boring", I'll still love you no matter what. I met you when my best friend left me. I felt so much better while talking to you. You Razor, you make me feel happy and loved. I love you very much and care about you a lot. Always remember vent or talk to me whenever you want, I'll always be here to try making you feel better. Razor, I love you so much and care about you. You wanna know something? Your the main reason why I started checking my messages more. You were the only person that talked to me, and I'm very thankful that I've met you. You're and amazing and unique person. I love you
monomaily
if you dont read my story your homophobic
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hi plz read my drv fanfic ok bye
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today is my first day of school and my bus was legit late
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GUYS HELP I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THIS ONE DRV3 FANFIC FOR SO LONG AND I CANT FIND IT AND IDK IF THE PERSON WHO MADE IT DELETED IT OR NOT! ALL I REMEMBER IS THAT IN ONE OF THE CHAPTERS WHERE THEY PUT KOKICHI AND ANGIE IN A CLOSET BC THEY SAID THEY WERE DANGEROUS AND KOKICHI HAS CLAUSTROPHOBIA AND PANICED AND ANGIE WAS STILL THERE AND IM JUST SO FRUSTRATED BC J WANNA FIND IT! IF U KNOW WHAT IT IS PLZNTELL ME