Shiradesux

I know I already wrote it…
          
          You don't need to read this, but if you start, don't stop midway please... 
          
          Look, first I was mad and I told you about it. "Please, you know I like Tifanny, you know I'm the jealous type..." and there you went to hug him, you looked behind at me, it wouldn't be fun if I did the same. Then on instagram? going tagging us in the  now broken memories? And about the Frikiplaza, I get that and you've all the right to be mad at me... I always do that, having friends and I break everything at the moment. Call me a posser. Call me a b*tch or a slu*, or don't forgive me. But I am sorry. I just, sorry Montse. Now I get your point, I was worrying about myself so much, and Andrea wants to apologize too, "We are the fallen angels!".
          
          I didn't even take the time or moment to look at your point of view. I'm a total jerk, it's okay if you don't want to be friends anymore... but honestly I don't want an enemy. That's your choice after all, and if you want to beat me up, you can call me in a recess and punch we everywhere you want as much as you'd like and I mean it. 
          
          But, it's true that before the Frikiplaza you stopped talking to us and staying with us in recess. You have all the right to be with people okay? It's just, I don't like seeing friends go, and ever since I entered this school I've became more annoying and possessive, I won't lie, because last time I had nothing to possess, so I didn't know a part of me like that existed. 
          
          Anyway, I am sorry Montse. 
          
          I hate myself for hurting you, and I AM jealous, I love Mali, but still it felt weird(?) to see you go. 
          
          I love you sis <3 sorry for hurting you...