moon_paraxism

LMAO THE STORY IS LITERALLY ON MY BOARD  help i cant

moon_paraxism

you don’t understand i’m actually sick to my stomach. 
          
          i read this book like four years ago and for the life of me i CANNOT FIND IT ‼️ all i remember is that it’s a professor x student (wlw ofc) BUT the main character is like a dreamer type so ofc she has a crush on said professor from afar — “afar” being her study spot in the library where she can see into the prof’s office — and originally we think the professor’s name is “lavinia” bc that’s what the mc calls her in her little cutesy daydreams but THEN we find out it’s “alex”which bffr lavinia is way prettier but i digress and anyway it’s like 70+ chapters and they’re both british (or at least alex is) and at one point there’s a roommates arc but it is the longest slow burn to have ever existed that i’ve liked and their age gap is GINORMOUS but they’re cute anyway and they’re friends for the longest cause alex is married but then over years and years they fall in love and also i think the mc might be a writer? and her name might be caitlin? but i can’t REMEMBER. so PLEASE. if ANYONE knows the name of this book. please lmk. i’m rereading all my turning point stories (which is just fancy for all the longest fruity stories) and i literally need to rr it asap