oh my god, 1k? I'm actually shocked, this is a number I never thought I would get to, but here we are. All of you have been so kind and patient with me and it really does mean a lot, I'm grateful for this community. I'm just gonna be honest, I don't know when I'm gonna come back to this page. My passion for writing has been lost, I'm trying to get it back but I'm unsure when that time will come, this is because my mental health has plumed. I feel like I've always been open on this page about how I'm doing and these past few months were some of the most difficult I have faced in a long time. I've reached out and I'm getting the help I need, slowly making progress. I want all of you that it's okay to have bad days and getting help doesn't make you weak, it's so hard to reach out and be honest with people about how you're doing. The people who care about you will do what they can to help you. I've said this time and time again but if any of you need someone, my messages are always open. Take care of yourselves, I love you.