Moonclan01

Hey all my followers I am getting a new wattpad so my new wattpad is gracezilla2004 ( that will change soon ) but if you still want to follow me go follow gracezilla2004!
          
          -fallen angel 

Holy crap! Now I
          Know what waking up for school would be like! Gosh I'm tired and it's not even light outside!

Laughs* I really think life just works out so freaking great! Laughs* all I can do is laugh. Is this a good laugh? Maybe not. Is the smile on my face real? Not at all. It's funny how something that your so sure of can be Ruined so fast with unsure feelings . Laughs* I think I'm having a mental break down! Hiding all of this is killing me ! But I just do it anyway! Gosh my followers must think I'm some psycho, depressed person. No I'm not. I just post in here when I need to let out all my feelings. Gosh and there are so many of them right now! Laughs * just keep laughing and smiling! It will work for now ! That's what I tell myself. My uncle is so close to me and when I saw him the other day he saw nothing. He thinks nothing is wrong with me! He thinks I'm SO HAPPY! But news flash ! I'm not. Laughs* well I'm going to go for now. I'll talk later! Goodbye.

BVB ARMY!!!!!!

And now the tears are happiness! 

No! This was not suppose to happen! I get so many feeling from a book and then bam! A very very sad thing happens at 4:30 am when everyone is asleep in my house and I'm full on crying! Like no joke I cried for half of the chapter and my eyes burn from my mascara running into them. Why do I get these feelings for my book?!?

Wuzup!? would you mind checking out my works?? -Cat

When your laying in bed and you think something really stupid and funny and then your laughing at yourself for 10 mins .
          
          And then you get on wattpad and read something even more stupid and funny and then you laugh until your stomach hurts.

The pain of feeling alone ... I have lived with that one. The happiness . Um comes and goes . The sadness : always there. 
          
          Sorry about that. I just feel sad right now. 
          
          In my mind:
          
          Sadness
          Knowing I have to stay strong for my cousins that look up to me
          Having to hide all the sadness from them is like a living nightmare !
          But I have good friends that bring me up! 
          Thank you guys so much ! I love you all

You never know how bad someone can spell until a I think 17 year old guys in your book spells jealous gellis.... I kno I spell bad but wow....