i really want to enjoying mylife but i can't, seems everything stop since 2023, more than 1 year idk how to feel 'free'
u say u can die because of me, over than 1 year, over than 6 month, i really wanna die, i really want to end up mylife, do u think i'm okay with this struggling?
it feels everything don't deserve me, i don't deserve a happiness, i'm unwanted, i'm not anybody first option