moonflower_126

So ummm Fukunaga said 'F being a comedian chef' and auditioned for SM ent cuz I just saw his SM Rookies teaser 'Shohei' 
          	
          	P/s: ermergerrrd sHoHeI oPpArR ~~

Deviant_Paradise

Thank you for so many sweet comments on The Art Of Simplicity ❤️ it made my rough morning a lot brighter

moonflower_126

@Deviant_Paradise awee I'm glad I unintentionally made your day better & I hope you're doing alright at least <3 I'm rly in love with the way you write & am genuinely taking notes of what I could improve on my own from your writings - yes you're a great author - and I especially love that you write an OC because it's hard for me to read y/ns or reader inserts (my inner grammar Nazi is guilty for this) even if I don't hate other authors who writes them since I still read cuz it's just personal preferences. So yes, I am a fan of your writings. Wish you well & luck in the future <3 
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moonflower_126

Y'ALL I'M SCREAMING.
          Please the special chapter Furudate sensei made is out already GO READ IT
          OIKAWA FINALLY MET THE 2 HALF OF HIS FUNCTIONING BRAINCELLS - KUROO & BOKUTO WE GET THE TRIO WE'VE BEEN ROBBED OFF THANK YOU KUROO TETSUROU

moonflower_126

@kita-kat01 yes we need moreeeee 
            one shot ain't enough
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kita-kat01

Osamu having a food truck is EVERYTHING to me! I’m so excited to put that in fics!
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moonflower_126

@moonflower_126  babies these are only from chapter 1 of special shot we need moreeeeeee
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moonflower_126

Hello, i want to get this off my chest.
          I first joined wattpad way back in highschool (I'm an adult 20+ now). I went to a secluded boarding school for years that time, in SEA and we were - and still are in that school & in this country of mine - pretty ignorant (no teachers emphasizes or teaching us) of racial issues, racial slurs, symbols or anything sensitive due to other races and I'm very sad about it now, because of that, I was quite ignorant of a racial slur and HAVE used it in Wattpad comments (probably about 3-5? Comments) before. Not knowing that it was a racial slur. The first time I came to know this slur (the 'N' word) I SWEAR that I have never known it was a slur (boarding school secluded sheltered child problem i gotta work on) I HONESTLY thought it was a slang everyone on the internet use. NOW, only NOW I remembered that I HAVE written a couple of comments years back with my ignorance for the world to see and I want to cry because why did i not know it back then? I want to apologize to the black people for not knowing about it. This has been on my mind for quite a while, and I have been trying to find my old comments regarding the usage of that slur so I can apologize to the people properly. If there is any black people in the Wattpad community seeing this, let me apologize to you, as an adult for my mistake of almost a decade ago, please. I will educate my friends and family so they will never make the mistake(s) I've done too. Again, I will apologize for my ignorance.

moonflower_126

@chirpsognathus what's sad is we're not educated in this unless we, the children ourselves, go find out through the web. I feel like we should be educated abt racial sensitivities etc in school yet the only thing taught abt is nationalism, our 'glorious' histories being free from colonization etc. Esp for us SEA countries. Those aren't bad, but I feel like it's also more important to be exposed abt these racial & culture things and what we should avoid doing or saying that could make us unintentionally offensive towards others' culture/race at a young age so we grow up being more aware & sensitive and not ignorant like I was. 
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chirpsognathus

@moonflower_126 i can't speak over the black fellows since i'm asian myself but i guess i can sympathize with you. i said the hard r and f slurs without knowing they were slurs as well :// 
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moonflower_126

@how_you_doin27 i do appreciate your thought on this. Idk, it's been so long since I did this and just went silent in guilt when I found out what I did was actually hurtful or offensive to a lot of people and it didn't feel right to not seek apologies but at the same time I'm scared because I don't want to be hated and I'm not the brave type, but I also want to be responsible for my past mistake I made when I was barely 13-15 (iirc) ignorant. Now I just wanna get that off my chest, move on so i don't make the same mistake ever again and teach my siblings & friends abt it. I don't want anyone to think I'm only doing this after being caught - which idk if I was or not but really I'm just guilty and want to apologize. 
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