moonhoondustjay

Engenes… I don’t even know how to start this note.
          	Since Tuesday, everything has felt so heavy. When I heard the news about Heeseung leaving ENHYPEN, it honestly broke my heart. I know many of you probably felt the same. It feels strange, painful, and unreal at the same time. 
          	
          	Being an Engene was never just about music. It was about the memories, the comfort, the happiness they gave us. And Heeseung was always such an important part of that. Thinking about things changing like this hurts more than I can explain.
          	But I see how strong Engenes are. We’re still here, still fighting, still loving him. And no matter what happens, Heeseung will always stay in Engenes’ hearts. He’s not just an idol to us — he’s someone very important. lets pray together he need to come back and we can make it don’t forget to drop tags even tho we physically can’t join the protest but at online i think it might help a lil bit.
          	
          	Right now my mind is really not in the right place. I tried to write, I tried to continue the story, but my heart just couldn’t focus. So I’m really sorry… I need to take a little time to breathe and collect myself.
          	Please don’t think I’m stopping the story. I promise I’m not.
          	I will continue updating from next week. I just need a little time.
          	
          	And I want you all to know something very important. In my stories, Heeseung will always exist. He will always be there, just like he will always stay in our hearts. For me, he is still our Heeseung and always will be and he need to be.
          	
          	And maybe some of you will still wait for my story… maybe some of you won’t, haha jk  and that’s okay. But I hope that when I come back with the next chapter, the story can help even a little to distract your mind and give you a small moment of comfort.
          	
          	We’ve been through a lot together as Engenes, but we’re still here. And that means something.
          	Thank you for staying, for reading, and for loving the story.
          	Let’s stay strong together.

moonhoondustjay

Engenes… I don’t even know how to start this note.
          Since Tuesday, everything has felt so heavy. When I heard the news about Heeseung leaving ENHYPEN, it honestly broke my heart. I know many of you probably felt the same. It feels strange, painful, and unreal at the same time. 
          
          Being an Engene was never just about music. It was about the memories, the comfort, the happiness they gave us. And Heeseung was always such an important part of that. Thinking about things changing like this hurts more than I can explain.
          But I see how strong Engenes are. We’re still here, still fighting, still loving him. And no matter what happens, Heeseung will always stay in Engenes’ hearts. He’s not just an idol to us — he’s someone very important. lets pray together he need to come back and we can make it don’t forget to drop tags even tho we physically can’t join the protest but at online i think it might help a lil bit.
          
          Right now my mind is really not in the right place. I tried to write, I tried to continue the story, but my heart just couldn’t focus. So I’m really sorry… I need to take a little time to breathe and collect myself.
          Please don’t think I’m stopping the story. I promise I’m not.
          I will continue updating from next week. I just need a little time.
          
          And I want you all to know something very important. In my stories, Heeseung will always exist. He will always be there, just like he will always stay in our hearts. For me, he is still our Heeseung and always will be and he need to be.
          
          And maybe some of you will still wait for my story… maybe some of you won’t, haha jk  and that’s okay. But I hope that when I come back with the next chapter, the story can help even a little to distract your mind and give you a small moment of comfort.
          
          We’ve been through a lot together as Engenes, but we’re still here. And that means something.
          Thank you for staying, for reading, and for loving the story.
          Let’s stay strong together.

moonhoondustjay

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Guys can't believe Heeseung just fucking left Enhypen like ts so unexpected what with ts sudden announcement i can't even open my eyes properly rn i cried so hard he is just a cute hyung what happened idk anymore its his choice but didn’t make any sense but still tho as a engene i will support him with his solo career i wish he will be more successful not just me we all engenes need to support him lets do ts guys dammmmm

Su_arin78

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@moonhoondustjay i'm not gonna accept this cuz this is not make fucking sense.i know heeseung always had his own vision for his music career and i respect that if it's what he want.but he can start his solo career while been a member of ENHYPEN,right???? that's what other idols also did. so THERE'S NO NEED TO LEFT THE GROUP!!!!!!!
            i know maybe heeseung has his own reasons to made a decision like this but god this is so painful...my heart hurts with confusion,sad,anger and everything that happening right now. i don't wanna or have the strength to imagine a moment without heeseung in it.
            If there is anything i can do to make him stay, i will do anything for it cuz he is the soul of enhypen & engene still need him as a member.
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moonhoondustjay

@Su_arin78 and yes i think there must be something going on behind it so sus cuz why not he just left the group because he want a solo damm make no sense
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moonhoondustjay

@Su_arin78 I get what you mean. It’s really hard to accept because Heeseung has always been such an important part of ENHYPEN. Many fans feel the same way right now. Let’s just hope for the best and keep supporting him and the members.
             And yes he can be still in group while he pursue his solo career its gonna be so sad to see other members continuing as a group without Heeseung this is hurt more than anything hard to accept ik lets just keep supporting him
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moonhoondustjay

Happy Women’s Day to all the amazing girls and women here.
          
          To the girls chasing their dreams, breaking stereotypes, healing, growing, and becoming stronger every day—you’re literally unstoppable.
          You’re powerful, you’re inspiring, and the world is brighter because of you. Never let anyone make you feel small. Keep shining, keep being bold, and keep being unapologetically YOU.
          
          And to my beautiful readers, thank you for supporting my stories and being part of this little journey with me. I appreciate every single one of you. I will continue writing more story.
          
          Girls supporting girls, always. ✨
          Happy Women’s Day! 
          
          Lets fuckkingggg gooooooo

Minniebinne

Hey author nim I just read LOVING YOU WAS MY CHOICE I was mind blown and for real I cried for whom idk jay or hoon!! You are doing a great job the book is an absolute masterpiece excited for the next part we love you

Minniebinne

Yes it does keep going girl!!
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moonhoondustjay

@Minniebinne Stop you’re going to make me cry  thank you so much. That really means more than you know my words can make someone feel understood, then I’ve done my job. Thank you for that.You’re too kind  I’m still learning every day, but I’m glad the story feels real to you.
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Minniebinne

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Also you are doing really good this story feels like...no maybe is being dealt by someone out there!!you are doing a great job and when I see some convos of you with other people I see you often call yourself as dumb...NY QUEEN LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR TO YOU YOU ARE THE MOST SMARTEST PERSON I HAVE EVER SEEN SMARTNESS OR RATHER KNOWLEDGE HAS NO DEFENITION IT VARIES you are someone emotionally smart...smart enough to accept reality.....smart enough to spread it through books making those dumba #es out there know life is never a fairytale.....
            SO NO YOU ARE NOT DUMB
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