@WinterBear768
Aditi, I want to say something.
I don’t really know how to put this properly, but I’ll try.
Lately, I feel like I’ve become more mature, and because of that, I seem boring to many people. I don’t know what I should do. Sometimes I feel like I should care about them, but I don’t want to, because right now I already have a lot of pressure in my mind.
I’ve also developed a habit of ignoring people, and I feel like I’m becoming too silent and distant. I don’t want anyone to know this side of me, but I’m still sharing it with you. It doesn’t mean you need to worry about me, but I know you care, so I just want to thank you for that.
I truly care about you too. And if sometimes I seem distant or hard to understand, I’m sorry. I just find it difficult to express myself these days. I feel like I’ve changed a lot — I used to be very energetic and expressive as a child, but now I feel quieter, almost empty at times, like I don’t fully understand myself.
I want people to love me, but sometimes I also feel like I don’t care about their love. Still, I don’t want to be ignored. I just wish people could care about me without being harsh or judgmental.
~the person who thinks that she only had one and only precious thing which is definitely you...
(Bhagwan fir se najar mat lagana)