☽ moon ☾

revamped a bit. used to be octoberkindavibes but i doubt any of you remember that bc that was like a year ago. anyways i revamped a bit so yea.

hey little update on my life i have tourette's which make writing really hard

me: "i really dont like the romance in this book, theres no build up"
          
          
          my friend: "you read fanfiction, SMUT, fanfiction" 

hey so um i really need to make some announcements.
          
          i just have not been able to write. my anxiety tics have gotten really bad and they suck out all my energy. by the time i finish my homework I've used 95% of my energy. I just cant wright right now. im also about to start swimming again and tho i want to i understand how much time that means. please just be patient and understand. i love all of you 

is 11am 
          
          
          but punzzz 

so um my tics have been really bad. 

da moon is the best thing no question 

cello is the best instrument. 
          
          I will not debate on this topic for it is final

excuese me sir but last time i checked im alowed to get stressed when you on my first day in a crowded environment make me pray to god im not even sure exsits in a language my parents foced me to learn when they dragged me to away from my home without getting a say, especially when you wont let me comunicate with you about anxiety that causes me to freeze and unable to speak for long periods of time

new record, 4 panic attacks in one day, 
          
          pog