I_smile_in_ the_dark

                Okay, yeah. I hate it. I thought I lost my glasses and I thought the people I know who had my back would tell me that they found it or haven't found it or AT LEAST. 
          
          ANSWER. ME. 
          
          I hate people sometimes. I feel like I only have 2 true friends. When I told one of them about the whole thing, they seriously thought it was messed up and they actually cared and I know this because they've always been there for me. 
          
          But yeah, at this point. I won't bother with anyone from the group. 
          
          Ik it's probably stupid to think this but yeah that's how I feel. 
          
          Even my family thinks so as well. I hate people.. I hate fucking fucked up people. 
          
          12/20/21
          
          I'm using they/them pronouns for the people I include in my writings. 
          
          

I feel alone, no one is talking to me. Everyone else is talking with eachother and I'm over here just sitting down on my phone. Writing this. Yeah, yet I wanna be here and be what I want to be. But I just feel happy one time then I feel like.... What's the word. I can't. I don't know what's the word. Til then. 
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          11/9/10
          
          

I'm literally shook. My dad told me this "don't have a boy bsf, unless they're gay" I NEED A GAY BOY BSF!!! Because I have no friends tf! 

Can I just say this movie is ma favorite
          "the stranger by the beach" like Shun & Mio are literally so cute