moonie

you know whats weird?
          i always think about my first crush, i dont know why?
          he is always on my mind

okay so kkbbq hang out happened like 2 days ago and im satisfied and broke 

so the kbbq hang out
          i don't think it's going to happen :c
          another friend bailed and im just here wanting to know if its still on
          but im not sure now

okay its school holidays and imma say this...
          there's this cute young teacher and he is scute and giod looking like wow, this is weird 

god i know this might be selfish but...
          me and friends were supposed to be going out for korean barbecue and the place we were supposed to be eating at is all booked, and we had to sort things out. then we decided lets just eat in a different place and area but one of them cant go because it was too far, then another friend just didn't want to go anymore.
          
          do you know how heart broken i was to hear that?
          
          i mean i know its selfish of me but i want all of us to go because one of them couldn't make it to my birthday and this was a small mini get together for all of us and she's no going. also one of them is going overseas because its going to be holidays. 
          
          i mean it even happened last year.
          
          how can i not be sad and heartbroken the she couldn't make it? 

i have so many upcoming exams :(

school is stressing me out :(

i did my english assessment today and have tomorrow to finish but i think i did so bad, i definitely failing 

i been trying to write more often especially when inspiration hits but i have been so busy and have writer's block for some of my books 

also i did my group cooking assignment and my partner did nothing so im gonna blame her tomorrow