Hey my lovelies...
It's been a long time, hasn't it?
Honestly... I don't even know where to begin.
I know it's been four or five months since I said I'd come back, and somehow even more time has passed. It's now been almost nine months since I updated Obsession and Redemption, the one story I only have left to complete. Every time I think about it, my heart feels so heavy because I genuinely want to write, but I just... can't.
I've read so many of your comments asking if I'm okay, wondering where I am, telling me to take care of myself, and waiting for me. I don't think you realize how much those messages mean to me. They make me smile on days when smiling feels difficult. Thank you for caring about me beyond my stories.
The truth is, I'm still not in the right place to write. I've tried many times. I'd open my drafts, write a few lines, stare at the screen for hours, and close everything again. It hurts because writing has always been my safe place, and not being able to write makes me feel like I've lost a part of myself.
I know I've apologized so many times that the word "sorry" probably doesn't carry much weight anymore. But I am sorry for the silence, for the waiting, and for not being able to keep the promises I made. I never wanted to leave my stories unfinished or leave you all wondering where I went.
I don't know exactly when I'll be able to return, and I don't want to make another promise that life might not let me keep. But when I do come back, I want it to be because I can truly give these stories and all of you the attention you deserve.
If you're still here after all this time... thank you. Thank you for your patience, your kindness, your messages, and your unwavering support. I'll never take it for granted.
I miss this little family we've built more than you know.
I love you endlessly.
— Moon
