Hey there! Sorry for not posting since July. I've been through a really hard time in my life and I couldn't post or bring myself to write and spend time on this app.
I've been suffering with my mental health due to something that got brought up again at the beginning of August. It has to do with my trauma. I'm not going to bring it up because its scares me. But my mental health was getting better because I met these amazing people, got a boyfriend who was extremely toxic. I just recently broke up with him. 3 days ago to be exact. He used to shout at me all the time, and blame for things that I didn't do.
I'm a lot happier because I left him, even though I was together with him for a month or two. Like I said im not going to get into a lot of detail due to personal reasons.
In July my parents found out about my SH which made them think that I was okay, and Im doing well. Which I'm not. To be honest, it hasn't got better. But I had this massive crush on a guy, I knew he liked me back because he was jealous of mine and my exs relationship, and he eventually told me. I friend-zoned him. Turns out I'm Obsessed with him, and last night he told me a girl called him from his school and they are dating. Of course I'm happy for him and all that, but I have jealousy issues and screamed at him. So yes, he found out I liked him. I've been crying for ages now.
This post has turned into a vent, I'm so sorry. So I will be posting and writing, but I will be taking breaks due to mental health. I hope you understand. Thank you for waiting and reading all of this. Love you all so much Xx
P.S: I will finally get that story finished. I hope :')