Moo <3

i love you guys, idk if y’all forgot about me but i’m still here (:

Haven’t been on here in a while, there’s like two chapters left of secret love and I’m finna try to finish them this week :))

There’s this guy that I thought is cute his name is Isaac and I thought he liked me, I asked him to go to the movies with me as a joke but he actually said yes. I thought it was a date and I started freaking out and being happy and stuff but he thought of it as a hangout. I keep ignoring what everyone’s saying and how they’re telling me he’s toxic and bad and I’m actually becoming a bit obsessed it’s bad but I can’t stop. He’s just so pretty and funny and matches my energy too but he thinks of me as a friend. Idk I think I should just stop trying
          
          
          I just needed to rant sorry

Hi does anyone wanna make me covers for my wattpad books because I hate mine, thanks <3

Having a school crush makes school so fun bruh

I haven’t gone too six flags in 4-5 years and I might get to go tomorrow and I’m so excited but at the same time I’m trying not to get my hopes up cause my parents might cancel the trip, I’m gonna have a breakdown if they do LMAOO

Rant post
          Life’s just so bad rn bruh, broke up with my ex like a month ago because of stupid school stuff and different time zones and we were really busy (long distance relationship) I miss him sm still but ik this is for the best, schools being a pain in the arse and is make me wanna scratch my eyes out, this guy that I thought was cute told one of my friends “I don’t like her I just tell her she’s pretty because I feel bad for her since no one wants her and she’s ugly” and this other guy that I thought was cute thinks I’m annoying too like bro literally everyone thinks I’m annoying and ugly and it destroys my self confidence sm it’s not even funny anymore, im not eating again and it’s getting really bad my mom and my best friends know that I don’t eat and don’t ask how im doing or anything like that, I just wanna feel appreciated for once and I wanna feel loved, I was gonna go to San Antonio for my birthday this weekend but my parents cancelled it cause my older brothers sick and now their taking me to six flags but I already know that’s gonna get cancelled too because my family’s like that. Literally bro I feel invisible and I just feel like everyone hates me. My bestfriend and me are kinda drifting too and she’s like my only friend, I love her so much and I don’t wanna lose her but at the same time everyone leaves me so I’m kinda just getting used to it.
          
          Okay that’s it thanks

It was my birthday yesterday, I finally felt appreciated with everyone telling me happy birthday. Today’s the next day and those same people didn’t even look my way. God I hate pity compliments and wishes.

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I love writing introduction pages, making covers, and making a description BUT I hate actually writing the book LMAOO