Hello everyone, it's me Carmen . As you all know I've basically been on and off of the map and on this site, and either I'm uploading chapters, or taking them down, or taking the whole story down, making promises I know I can't keep, etc. I would like to announce something, but first let me give you an apology. I'm truly sorry to those who hoped my stories would come back and they didn't, and for making promises I can't keep. I am truly sorry, and I apologize. Honestly, I was editing, but then I just felt so discouraged, and I just didn't want to write anymore, it was such a struggle. On and off I felt like writing and I didn't, and I was getting sick and tired of being indecisive, and writing. I was sick of how if I looked at a word a long enough time it would seem like it was a misspelling when it's actually correct. I was so tired of it, that I basically took kind of a year off. What I am announcing today, is not just an apology, not a promise I can't keep, but something that I can change in myself. Honestly it's my mental health that comes first, and I already have depression so I feel horrible about everyday. But what I'm trying to say is I'm going to change what I do, and to not lie, or not tell you guys anything, because I truly love when you guys read my stories. So this is not a promise, but it's a chance of a step of change I'm willing to take. So what I mean by change is I'm going to be more organized, and clear cut, I'm going to take few breaks when my mentality is at stake because of my writing, but one thing I'm not ever going to stop doing, is writing. Whether in the future I may stop going on this site, I'll never stop writing. So I hope everyone understands. Just know that I love you guys ❤️❤️❤️❤️.
ALSO IMPORTANT, RIGHT NOW THIS VERY MOMENT, IM EDITING PIC. SO PLEASE WISH ME LUCK.
