lev

i look pretty good for a dead bitch

ya bitch is back lmao

idk what to write ;-; i wanna make a young gang fic but idk if i should start it with hosea and dutch being together or make it john and arthur focused

i was hunting with charles and accidentally stood up and ran and charles went “I SAID STAY LOW AND QUIET, A R T H U R!” in the most condescending and pissed off voice and i was like  sorry man

i found my ps3 so once i finish this playthrough of rdr2 i might replay the first game

im looking through my notes from last night and uh what the fuck
          
          was i on drugs w h a t

after hyperfocusing on planning a fic for two hours straight i am now sleeping gn

“chapter or two of dutch on his own... honestly probably one because if that boy was a spice he’d be ✨flour✨ without hosea”
          
          THAT IS
          THE FUNNIEST SHIT I THINK IVE FOUND IN MY NOTES???? HOLY FUCK LMAO

modern dutch probs has a motorcycle and listens to queen
          
          and also isn’t dutch an anarchist??
          
          could he fit into the punk scene? hm...

my story notes are always such a disaster,,, like in each folder i have for stories i have a notes page where i just dump ideas, and usually stuff i write is written before going to bed or after i wake up so its just like reading a fucking fever dream lmao
          like my current thing i am Brainstorming is a young vld gang fic, and its just like a whole paragraph of a poorly written timeline kinda with ideas in between like
          its a total trip