Season Of Isolation.
God is calling me to elevate my life and focus on the now. I get so caught up in my own fantasy, creativity, and imagination, that I can’t even see what’s happening right in front of me. I have such a passion for writing and creating as a whole, I love using my creative power so much to where it leaves my mind and makes it to paper. It isn’t just my imagination anymore because I’m putting it out there. However, I feel as though I’ve distracted myself from real life and not putting as much effort as I do into my writing— into myself.
I will never ever fall out of love with writing, because it is one my most intimate and personal passions that I take pride in. However, when you put so much energy into something else and not yourself, it’s almost like you lose yourself in what you’re putting so much effort into. This is not a goodbye, this is simply a see you later. I will be writing here and there behind the scenes, and maybe even start to bring my writing to life some way and somehow. It’s not only a hobby, but a getaway from reality for me.
I’ve been deep in my mind and spirit about my relationship with God, and I feel like he’s calling me to be fully committed and devoted. No excuses and no distractions. I can feel that when I start to fully give myself to God, so many good things are going to happen to me and so many doors that I’m continually trying to force open or going to open themselves. This is a season for not only isolating myself and being in my own element, but to grow as an individual and with God.
This year will be my last year as a teen, and I want to start maturing, progressing, and evolving! I can’t stay stagnant and have this mindset forever. We wake up a different person everyday, and I feel as though I wake up the same. It’s not a good feeling. So as I take this time for myself and with my God, I leave you all with this…
Isaiah 40:31
Isaiah 40:10
Psalm 73:26
Romans 8:28
1 Corinthians 16:14
2 Corinthians 12:9
