@morganknave oh my dear I am so sorry for what you’re going through and how you feel, but please know that you are not alone. You’re not alone in feeling how you feel, you’re not alone in feeling that everyone around you just doesn’t get it, if you can try to seek some professional help or even group therapy. Please know that we are here for you even if you just want to vent. I have been where you are as I’m sure some other of the readers have. I hate to sound cliché, but believe me when I say, there is a light at the end of the darkness. Don’t apologize about not writing. Please take care of yourself first.. know that your stories have helped me, and as I’m sure they have some others temporarily escape and take a mental break from all the stress… now it’s our turn to be there for you. You have value in this world. Don’t let yourself or anyone around you make you feel otherwise. Sending love -hugs and strength to you. ❤️❤️❤️