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chap 1 of fear the others is up now!!! mayhapeth i will also post chap 2 later tonight as a treat rehehehehe

the creature theme AAHHHHH

hi friends fear the others is back up and running!!! <33
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/189328455-fear-the-others

good morning bffs! i’m going to be re-publishing my stranger things fic, fear the others, this evening (i took the intro down to fix a few things) and wanted to ask if anyone wants a dt!!!
          
          i’m hoping to ACTUALLY lock in this time since the show is ending so i can finally get it done so if i don’t someone get on here and start barking at me im srs 

hi bffs!!! i just wanted to get on & share that my best friend in the whole world dee @sunfyres just posted a bucky fic after a long hiatus and to ask u to go give it LOTS OF LOVE BC SHE DESERVES IT SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!! it’s very gorgina sexy cool!!!!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/218221431

Hello Kaylah!! I haven’t been on wattpad in a long time so ig dm so no longer a thing here, so I am going to just say it here lol. 
          
          I am so excited that you are posting the Fear the Others series again with Liz!! Due to personal life reasons, I wasn’t able to keep following along with the previous posting, but I have always held this fic in a special place in my heart. Seriously, every time i try to read another stranger things fan fiction, no matter how good it is, I always compare it back to yours and find myself missing liz too much to keep reading. Your fic is THE stranger things fic for me, and I am thankful for the vulnerability you have shared in your writing to us 
          
          I know life is really uncertain right now. I feel the overwhelmingness you mentioned in earlier post too.  I understand life can change, and so I understand that posting for this fic in a different life stage is hard. Whether you continue to post or not, I just wanted to thank you so much for what you have already shared.  It has left an impact on me and I am confident that it has for others as well. I hope you are doing well 

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i know i only ever get on here to doom post and then disappear into the ether again but i’m actually just. so deeply deeply exhausted and afraid of what’s going on in the U.S right now. this entire CK situation on top of what’s recently happened with the autism discussion is making me feel so hopeless. 
          
          more so because my own parents that i live with have been buying in to all these right wing “conspiracy theories” and “evidence”. my own mother actually told me last night to stop taking Tylenol to help with my endometriosis pain because “it’s making it worse”. they actually believe these things. they believe Tylenol and vaccines cause autism. they believe the president and his administration on everything they say. i don’t fear for my life to speak up against them (as i know there are many in this country who ARE fearful for their lives to go against their parents/family) but i do have a fear of being made to feel like i’m stupid, which they’ve done to me before when i’ve tried to talk to them on these topics. it makes me feel like a coward because i don’t have the balls to stand up to my parents all because i don’t want to feel stupid. and i don’t really have any irl friends or even co-workers near me that share my own morals and opinions so i feel even more isolated (living in a red state is not for the weak). i’m having such a hard time with it right now.
          
          i’m having just a hard time in general with processing and coping with this absolute shit show of a country. i’m trying hard to believe better days are coming but it’s difficult to see right now ://
          
          just positing in hopes someone else feels this way so we can have some comfort and solidarity. much love to everybody, i hope you’re doing well and you’re safe <3
          
          

i think one of the most frustrating things about the media coverage surrounding CK is the insistence that he wasn’t deserving of death because he had faith in god. every other post/article i see about this one of the first things mentioned that he was “sharing love for god and country” or that he loved jesus.
          
          in a country that was MEANT to be and FOUNDED on the basis of being free from religious persecution, it’s just so frustrating that THAT is the mark of whether or not a person deserves importance— that only men (white) of god deserve empathy and to be remembered as brave. 
          
          it makes me think of the THOUSANDS of faithful men, women and children in palestine that love their faith and live by their faith and are DYING for it but we do not care because it’s not the “right kind” of faith. and even when it IS the right kind— when it’s christian palestinians we STILL don’t care. 
          
          we don’t even care when it’s folks in our own country. many murdered black people have faith. many missing and murdered indigenous people have faith. many CHILDREN here have faith. why is it when they die, their dedication to god (or whatever higher being they believe in) does not matter and does not give them a right to live but it does for this man? why is he being heralded as a righteous man of god who was struck down in his prime but no one else is?
          
          just something i’m thinking. i’m having a lot of complicated feelings about this— not over CK’s death itself, but the responses to it. it’s setting a very… scary tone. i don’t like where it’s going. i don’t like what the future is beginning to look like. 
          
          just some doom posting at 7 am before work xoxo

so when it’s innocent children and poc it’s sorrows, sorrows, prayers but when it’s a grown ass white man whose literal job was to uphold extreme right wing propaganda (including but not limited to stripping marginalized people of their rights) suddenly we care about g*n violence and “hate crimes”. OKAY!!!!!! full of so much exhaustion over the climate in this country right now i’m sick to my stomach. 
          
          anyways. hope everybody is doing okay and life is kind to you. much love <3