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 I love my boyfriend
          He is good to me, he's a good man
          He takes care of me when I need it
          -Princess Chelsea

I genuinely am not even mad, I'm happy because it's all over and I can just move on
          I love this kind of change
          Only sometimes tho
          Fuck you
          In the most monotone way possible
          I hope you leave me alone
          That's all

Change my mind, my favorite color is blue but only when I'm upset and feeling gross

My brother is blasting 69 or whatever the fuck in his room 

Tw!! Ed I think
          
          So apparently breaking your food into chinks instead of taking bites out of it is an eating disorder?? Someone please confirm if this is correct or if I was lied to-

Ur hair fell off, ur bald now

I want to be held by someone who actually cares about how I feel and who genuinely loves me unlike everyone else istg. They all say that they love me but they all are the same or worse, they all just ignore me and then forget about me. I want to be lived like how it is on tv. Why can't I have that? Why can't that be how it is for people??? I don't understand

I HATE My face. My eyes. My hair. My body. My voice. My nose. My ears. My art style. My taste in movies and shows and books. My messy room. My unorganized self. My hands. My knees. My elbows. My soft jawline. My skin. My clothes. My style. My door. My house. My family. My school. Being yelled at. Ketchup. Leftover Mac and cheese. Pickles. My attitude. My "solar system brain"
          
           I DON'T HATE my cat. My boyfriend. My plushies. Mr.A. Mr.P. ms.T. finger painting. Figures. Watamote. Bunnies. Fishies. Tigers. Geckos. My trans flag in my room. Skirts. Dresses. knitted blankets. Kandi. Warm hugs. Being held. Warm croissants. Fresh chocolate chip cookies. Bottled water. Music

 #girlboss

TW!! ACCIDENTAL ED 
          I keep bouncing back and forth between overeating and starving myself, I overeat some days and other days I'll just flat out not eat, and today someone put stuff in my food and I gave up on eating today, I get abnormal headaches when I don't eat but I consume something so it goes away, I overeat without realizing, and I starve myself on accident- I just forget to eat and when I'm hungry I'm too lazy to get up and eat so I sit there starving and not really caring, I didn't eat for the entire weekend (last weekend) and nobody reminded me to eat so I forgot and then I threw up nothing but water and it was so disgusting