‎ mars

i want to start publishing my poetry here again

trying to figure out which book i should finish up with tn… 

reading my message board has me so sad :’) i miss everyone i used to talk to before my mental health made me go MIA

with the help of nova, i officially decided to publish VERMILLION 

https://www.wattpad.com/story/306347106?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_story_details&wp_uname=sorryaphrodite&wp_originator=yn7QgwY39aJ1IBc6obe6LtajxaUlpPIs6INNjkbqXclcxuvgaYtatDU3YWcsMBjSvfoJwgxedQ54Zsc5yX8Jyt%2Bs2p%2B3G7kP25M2uj56ac4bbBBlRkjqfMGGa%2FNCcBIb
          

FOR ONCE in my life, i just want to be happy with myself & my work

twin alert: i love how our recent books have the same amount of view damn soulmate ! 

update my blood pressure is so high that it has been affecting me so bad so pls send good vibes my way 

i don’t understand?? 
          some people follow me just because they expect a follow back and if i don’t follow them in their time span, they unfollow? 
          
          if you’re gonna follow me, it should be because you like my work or we’re friends 
          not because you want more followers 

fair warning : both of my poetry books will have very constant updates, maybe even multiple in one night because it’s the only way i’m coping right now and seeing all of your kind words make me smile and forget that i’m too mentally drained to function