mouthwash-drinker

hiiiii
          	
          	it's me after two years

mouthwash-drinker

if you used to be friends with a Skylar who was really into Spinel from steven universe that's me please talk to me
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CarlytheWolfStories

Say um, I know you're not active here, but do you post your art anywhere by chance? I tried to find your tumblr but it came up missing. I love your cute art and if you happen to ever log in here for whatever reason, do please tell me if you're posting art anywhere! ^w^

CarlytheWolfStories

@CarlytheWolfStories ayo! I'm glad you randomly logged on lmao, and thank you for telling me where you're active at •w• I shall immediately follow you now lol
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mouthwash-drinker

@CarlytheWolfStories HI OMFG I HAVEN'T LOGGED INTO THIS ACCOUNT IN OVER A YEAR! IT'S SO GREAT TO HEAR FROM YOU! My current tumblr is @chompercroncher and I have more art posted in my ko-fi gallery (also @chompercroncher on ko-fi), my discord is nubivagant#5006 if you want to friend me!
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mouthwash-drinker

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Hey!! Please read!!
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          Adding onto my last announcement, last year was just.. Ough. When I joined Wattpad I was barely a teenager and had just come straight from abusive friendships, or lack thereof any. I made connections, and I got myself into a lot of shit. I'm different from how I was back then, from when I spent hours on this site. I've come to realize a lot about myself and the world and I'm thankful that I was on here and so active for so long, however in retrospect a lot of it was bad and not good for me. 
          
          I still carry a lot of weight from the normalization and trauma connections through Wattpad had gave me. Logging onto this account is bittersweet for me. I guess that's part of why I'm not as active anymore. I've grown a lot, I'll say that, and I'll also say that a lot of that *is* thanks to this site and the people I've met on it. In the end, now, I see that it's best to leave these things behind.
          
          I was both hurt and comforted here, and I'm sure I've done the same to others. I want to thank each and every person I met on here (except everyone who's been toxic to me - ie. Jasper, tj, Olivia) for helping me through some of my darkest moments when I was just a confused kid looking for connections over hyperfixations... Even if I still kinda am. 
          
          And, on the "thank you note" - Especially to Ash. I don't know if they're going to read this, but if they do I hope that they know I've been writing this with them in mind. Wattpad was the only thing we used to talk.. and I still hold memories with you fondly. Even if I've never been the best friend. 
          
          I have my regrets on here, yes, but without this hell I wouldn't be me. And.. Even if I don't exactly *like* who I am, being mildly pleased that I'm different from how I used to be is (certainly) a start. Until next time I bother to log on, your favorite piss boy;
          - Skylar <3

mouthwash-drinker

hey so!! I disappeared again and I jus wanna say - I'm still most active on my disc ( *scribbling #5006) and tumblr (piss--puddle)!! I post most of my art over on tumblr and probably won't update the one book I have here. Basically just saying if anyone would somehow like to keep in contact with me, you'd have your best chance dming/following me elsewhere. Thanks! :}

mouthwash-drinker

woah hey guess who frickin disappeared for several months??? that's right, me!! i'm not going to be very active on here but i just thought i'd say that i still exist, and i am not dead. 
          
          a n y w ay s
          
          still going strong and hard on s4m, that hasn't changed. i've really been getting into mitski and she's now my favorite. i'm mainly active on my discord which is yeah #5006, friend me if ya want.