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Took a shit ton of shrooms will update w results 

Random rant
          
          Showered for the first time in like 4 days. I felt disgusting but I honestly haven’t gotten out of bed this past week unless I have to pee or eat. Today I had a huge burst of energy, re mounted my tv, rearranged my room, scrubbed the floors, did my laundry (somewhat), organized all my trinkets/threw away a bunch of trash, and even reorganized my bathroom. It’s very common for me to get these sort of energy bursts the day/two days before my period starts. No idea why, but it’s been this way for years. 
          
          Anyway, I’m proud of myself. I’m grateful that I took the time to care for myself after days of neglect. 
          
          My hands are also shaking a bit which is freaking me out, but I’m pretty sure it’s just because I drank a bit of coffee a few hours ago. Tends to do that when I drink it past 3pm. 
          
          Toodles

So I do this thing where if I’m feeling lazy I just refuse to lay down or get cozy bc it’ll only encourage me to rot in bed. My favorite part about that is when I give up and lay down. Makes me appreciate the comfort a lot more. 
          
          Oh yeah, and might update this month not sure though. Got so many things planned on top of work, holidays, my anniversary and my bday. Like holy mackerel. 
          Anyway, toodles. 

Watching Midsommar rn wish me luck 

My teeth hurt :/

Changed the covers of my books again lolz

Picked out two shades of purple to paint my room with once I move into a new place w some roomies. Purple and black pair so well imo, and pretty much all of my furniture is black, so I’m excited to see how this plays out. 
          
          Also looking forward to making 6am swims a part of my routine again. 

Apologies for not updating I’ve been busy driving to several Auto Zones and completely emptied my room and rearranged it (twice).
          
          (I only get this kind of motivation once in a blue moon I couldn’t let it go to waste)
          
          Anyways gonna upload my new chapter this week promise!

Making sashimi tomorrow kinda hyped

Anyone else hear about the Cody Ko allegations? Never thought I’d have to unsubscribe-
          
          For those who don’t know, watch MoistKriticals video on it