♡Hazel♡

I miss you so much! 

I lost my passion for everything.
          I don't feel excited anymore.
          I stopped daydreaming.
          I lost hope.
          I lost my smile. Even my fake one.
          I can't even cry.
          I lost my best friend.
          I lost the love of my parents that I never had.
          I even lost some of my blood from the razors.
          I lost everything.
          I just lost.
          
          The only things I will never lose are my depression and anxiety..

At the end I lost everything I thought I was gonna have forever..

Is it just me or feeling so empty and broken makes you a worse version of yourself?

I guess some of us will never stop seeing blood on their arms and thighs
          
          No matter how long we take a break from it we'll do it over and over again..

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart. Love yourself for who you are, and trust me, if you are happy from within, you are the most beautiful person, and your smile is your best asset.

It hurts alot when you swear to people that this person is different the he disappoints you.
          I don't care what others will think but I trusted him and gave him everything and really loved him, I treated him the best because I thought he was really different.
          
          I guess it's right: You will go to the moon and back for some people and they will still tell you "I didn't ask for it."

Idk if he'll ever miss me but I can't get him off my mind.. I miss him and I'm still in love with him.. 

Even if I delete our chat I have them stuck in my head.
          I remember every single word we said from the second we started talking till the day I told you to get away from me.

"I remember you." He says looking into my eyes.
          
          Oh no.
          
          Oh shit.
          
          "I remember you," he repeated, ignoring all the fans asking for pictures, "I met you yesterday....."
          
          JUST A LITTLE TEASER LOL
          LOVE Y'ALL ❤️❤️❤️