@mrconfuzzled
indulge. in the world. in people and places alike. and allow yourself to fall in love with words and poetry and art. let yourself go mad in all these trite things. these novelties. for you deserve to. to be human and feel it in every aspect of that word. (no, i’m not drunk. or high. or maybe i am. on all these things and more alike. )
my biology teacher told me this on friday, “We can’t ever die. Because bits of us, our pieces, our fragments (our dna) are passed on through the ages. We can’t ever die for we continue to live through the generation that is to come.”
and i’ve come to the realisation that i knew this. scientifically, i did, understand this to be a truth. but you know when you know something to be a fact but never take the time to question how? yeah that’s why it hit me, so strongly. because i’d never questioned it. no not once.
but then i kind of modified what he said to;
“We can’t ever die. No. Not us. For we continue to live through the generations that are to follow, through our DNA yes. But, also through the doctrines, the ideologies, the beliefs, that we carry on to them. The recipes, the dressing styles, the lifestyles, that we leave with them. Incorporated, most times ignorantly, for human beings are everything but authentic in that, we copy and paste what intrigues our very individual. We can’t ever die for we continue to live through these unintentional impacts of mind. We can’t ever die. No. Not us.”
“it is saturday,”
yeah that’s it. i don’t get the hype. it’s just, saturday. the last day of the week. the harbinger of the next week.’s probable trials and downfalls. it’s not anything special. it IS saturday. yeah. no need for major celebration. why does everyone else seem to treat it as a godsend?
i don’t even come on here to talk to people anymore. it’s so sad. on the other hand started reading hard cover books religiously. i feel like i’m cheating on wattpad though •_•
hey, hello, hi. happy new year you guys. it's been a second. a humongous second where i have got the time off of here and gotten to better myself as a human being basically. name change, pronoun change, battling with like uh mental stuff but overall, i'm great. and it's been a while since i've been. i realized to feel better, i had to stop expecting other people to carry me and be the source of my happiness, i had to be my own source. i'm honestly way happier than i've ever been, well since you guys met me. and in love. with myself. i don't think i'm old enough to know what love means just yet, so, yeah lol. anyway, to everyone i've met here i'm so glad to move onto the new year with you and to all those that were with me in those times i hope you're alright, and if you're not, well it'll get better. i promise it to you. the storm has passed and the sunshine's out. so happy i know all of you, byee lol. loads of love <3
i've just deleted every comment on my message board because they're making me cringe and i don't even think i'm that person anymore. like wow, why didn't anyone stop me?
