mrmatthewjhelders

are you alive?

sooo… my friend bought us tickets for my birthday, to see AM next yeari’m dead.

i ADORE sam fender’s voice. it’s so smooth. idk like i just wanna listen to him all day.

just wanted to say ARCTIC MONKEYS ARE ACTIVE ON INSTAGRAM!!

re-reading bad decisions and the comments are really irking me
          i understand not everyone knows what it’s like to be in a relationship like that but orion isn’t in the wrong.
          she should’ve left him earlier, absolutely, but in such a relationship they know how to get you back. they will go to any lengths to keep you in their life.
          the toxic person needs the power, that’s what they thrive off, power and control. 
          they’re master manipulators, they know what they’re doing and they’re pretty damn good at it, doesn’t make it good but it’s real and it happens. 

i’m shitting 17 lads *insert an appropriate emoji*

silly me smoking a full cigarette thinking nothing of it. i threw up loooool. it’s all good tho i ended up drinking again. rip to those chips i yammed before coming to my cousins *laughing face emoji*

fuckinnnn idk wtf is going on but i don’t feel like anything is real at all. like i don’t feel like i or anything for that matter even exists. 
          this has been happening for fucking weeks but idk.
          maybe it’s a sign to get drunk? more than likely…

just thinking about if i got kidnapped and how long it would take me to develop Stockholm syndrome.
          i already have attachment issues so i’m saying 1/2months‍♀️

just thought i’d let you all know…
          thunder is on youtube:)