mrsbeverlyn

still sick my loves but i’ll try to update because i miss writing and i miss you all. i have to reread though so i don’t mess things up :) ❤️ wish me best 

i’ve been so heartbroken and SICK like my throat has left the chat… 

i met someone. he’s the sweetest guy. tells me i’m beautiful, that he can’t get enough of me and my kisses and the way i hold his arm. or how i brush my fingers over his hand when he holds mine.
          
          but he doesn’t make me feel the same way. he’s perfect, while i am not. because i haven’t been able to feel anything for someone since the first time i fell in love. no one, after that time, has made me feel anything at all.
          
          is it too much to ask? for someone to rock my world and make a mess of me? to make me feel a million of emotions with just a look? or make it impossible for me to look away? 
          
          chemistry. tension. love. i want all that. i want to think about him all the time. i want to crave his kisses, his touch, his attention. i want to be able to cry if i don’t have him to myself. 
          
          i want to fall in love so fearlessly. 
          
          but maybe there’s just something wrong with me.

so i found out something is missing in my life and i just realized it might be because i haven’t written about my tall, buffy, blond, masculine, and such a softie man (ghost)…

wtf price and ghost? STOP

hello my beautiful cherry blossoms, i’m trying my best to write and update but it seems my willingness to lose myself in my mind is slowly decaying :/ 

thanks for the ones that replied to my previous message ❤️❤️ i will try my best to give you guys updates on ghost and soap. you deserve to see the rest of their story (it’s soo good in my head) 
          
          PS: currently finishing soap’s next chapter <33

are you guys actually still waiting/wanting for an update on Ghost’s sequel or Soap’s ff? Or did everybody leave this place lol?

hey loves… sorry for being mia :) life is getting hard again lol (like me rn) but i hope to have updates for your next week <3 love you all

i might not be able to update tomorrow my loves, i’m so sick that even my eyeballs HURT whenever I’m looking at the screen ;-;