i met someone. he’s the sweetest guy. tells me i’m beautiful, that he can’t get enough of me and my kisses and the way i hold his arm. or how i brush my fingers over his hand when he holds mine.
but he doesn’t make me feel the same way. he’s perfect, while i am not. because i haven’t been able to feel anything for someone since the first time i fell in love. no one, after that time, has made me feel anything at all.
is it too much to ask? for someone to rock my world and make a mess of me? to make me feel a million of emotions with just a look? or make it impossible for me to look away?
chemistry. tension. love. i want all that. i want to think about him all the time. i want to crave his kisses, his touch, his attention. i want to be able to cry if i don’t have him to myself.
i want to fall in love so fearlessly.
but maybe there’s just something wrong with me.
