Today Reminded me of the life that God has given to us for us to take care of. That death will never be someone you can talk to delay or pre empt the time of your life.
Ive lost my Grandmother due to old age, but still it is hard for us to accept her passing since she still held that young vibe or we just ignored the fact that her time is slowly coming to an end. She just got out from the hospital days before, and we talked and I asked for her or told her that I will be visiting her not this sunday but this coming sunday march 8 so I can take my family with me to see her.
Regret. I regret to ignore the signs or that intuition or my need to see her instantly. I regret or should I get angry for the circumstances because I wasnt able to see her before she passed. Yes, I remember that day when I called her to inform and ask her how she is, she still remember me. She remembered who my father is, her son in law she can never forget. I miss her terribly. She was ailing and so she said she needed to rest.
She needed to rest.
Maybe thats what she meant to say when I told her my plans on seeing her.
She needed to rest.
She needed to rest.
Thats what Ive been telling myself. She needed it.
And that was how she said goodbye to me.