I have no idea why I'm writing them here, but I want to write them
I'm very stressed,I'm sick, my head hurts, my nose bleeds, I don't want to eat anything, I have a nervous breakdown when I fight with someone
one time I had a fight with my mother after that I had a nervous breakdown I almost hit my hand somewhere I was breaking my hand
I think I'm a self-mutilation patient
Anyway
I have a bad feeling
these days are like my last days
I'm starting to feel tired of everything
I've made a decision today
one day I feel ready to put an end to everything
a before midnight