Sonreir

Memories are now completely gone.

I don't have to listen to the words they say,
          Cause all that really matters is that I love you.

Sad to say,
          my memories with you, 
          are now starting to fade.

but, even if they'll show me the reason,
          I won't bother, not until,
          you'll give it to me.

I can detach you,
          but I'm still waiting for the right reason.

I can force myself to accept it,
          but I can't promise that my heart can deal with it.

We're apart,
          but I was never happy about it.

hope that you are happy.
          
          and I'm also hoping,
          
          that I will be.

April 02, 2020
          
          the girl I used to be with is now with someone else already.

bud, I still love you.