muddthegangaji

hi guys LITERALLT ik no one reads ts but its fun to js yap BASICALLT my boyfriend CHEATED so i broke up with that ho..... um school is okah its fun AND MY BIRTDHAY is next month im excited, all my medical problems r still therebut its okay bc im stll alive woohoo!!!! guys if anyone sees this follow my ig 88miiim im fun i swear

muddthegangaji

hi guys LITERALLT ik no one reads ts but its fun to js yap BASICALLT my boyfriend CHEATED so i broke up with that ho..... um school is okah its fun AND MY BIRTDHAY is next month im excited, all my medical problems r still therebut its okay bc im stll alive woohoo!!!! guys if anyone sees this follow my ig 88miiim im fun i swear

muddthegangaji

hi gang. i know no one is seeing this but its js nice giving the world a small update even if no one pays attention to it yk. ive been in skl, uni, it's been going well. i have a boyfriend but it isn't going so well with us, we've been together since march '24 and im not getting that dopamine as much as i used to, i mean it's long distance i dont see him anymore. lotssss of my friends are my opps now, but i have some faithful ones who stayed real. i barely use wattpad anymore but i like to drop in and reread some favorites and js see how everyone's doing. i miss this place, i miss my bed. i got diagnosed with narcolepsy and adhd, however that works, im alr on the spectrum and have depression so ill see how it goes with my meds help. im also on hormone therapy, ive been on it for a while and my life has lowkey improved. idc if im oversharing i js like lowkey like telling my business to people. anyways, i hope anyone who sees this is doing well, pleaase take care guys i love all of u even if idk u :) if u wanna talk which is acc amazing, u can add my discord muddthestudent or my ig 88miiim i like making new friends, bye bffs❤️

muddthegangaji

hai guys  i havent been here in a while. school has been egregious and senior year is going by so fast. i decided i'll go to uni after hs, but if i don't get accepted to the ones i applied to i'll drop out and i'll be a producer with my band. i've spent my days listening to music, thinking, studying slowly. my life is kind of at a stop right now, full of uncertainty and stuff like so. i don't eat much anymore, i drink a lot of ice water but rarely a full meal. maybe just a few peanuts or some veggie chips here and there. i'm also starting hormone therapy soon, so that's a minus and a plus at the same time. i know i don't got a lot of followers, but for those who do follow me or see my profile once in a while, hmu. i appreciate you guys a lot. don't take this as a goodbye either im not leaving helele. im js giving a tiny update alright? hwaiting. 

muddthegangaji

ok guys so tomorrow im going to six flags wish me luck i dont fall off the rollercoasters lol. i have my end of the year dance(i accidentally said grad dance before sorry lol) on friday, and i'm getting my laptop collected by school. next year i get a tablet, so i don't know if i'll be very active until august or something like that. hopefully ill drop in occasionally. im just changing my emails for services, deleting files, moving stuff to hard drives, stuff like that yk? im so scared to end the junior year.

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Good luck! I’m graduating tmrrr
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muddthegangaji

you guys im back alive again. i have a graduation dance on may 26 and i'm going to six flags great america on may 25 so its a pretty busy week and im hanging out w my crush tomorrow and on saturday i have a graduation party. txt and yoongi were amazing. i literally loved the concerts so fun

muddthegangaji

just did a unit test in my maths class, easier than i thought it would behoseok's haircut is cute. i went out w my crush on friday(a different one, he's white this time not asian) and he asked if i had a crush on him and i panicked so hard that i said noand anyways, then i played him some songs i wrote for him and i told him my "friend that has a crush on him" made them even though it was really me. all my friends told me i lost my chance but trust me guys i got this im gonna fix it crosswords by minhyun is giving me motivation

muddthegangaji

omg yeorobun im back did you miss me? i was in korea with my band, gonna sneakily change my name and appearance and sneakily audition for source music im so excited(im being serious im going to audition and if i get in i'll let you guys know in a few weeks when the audition results come back

muddthegangaji

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FUCK IT I'M BUYING TICKETS FOR THE AGUST D IN SEOUL BECAUSE I NEED TO GO TO KOREA IM HOMESICK SEE YOU GUYS IN JAMSIL STADIUM AND IM BUYING TICKETS FOR NCT DREAM IN CHICAGO RN I DONT MEAN TO FLEX I'M JUST USING MY MONEY FROM MY JOB AND BAND EARNINGS AND SOME SMALL AMOUNTS OF HYUNG'S MONEY