Firefoxheart
I misssss you skrunkkklllllyyyyyy
muddypawss-
muddypawss-
I feel it.
Regularly now, a dull ache
Or a burning sting
Cutting deep to my bones
Mistaking it for nostalgia
How it crawls up to the sun
Breaking out, breaking free
I feel it.
sochathedragon
Hey hey leamhan!! I haven't said hi in so long lol
Hru?
sochathedragon
@muddypawss- omg I hate when that happens TvT oh yeah heheheh i rage quit discord because it gave me anxiety :D but I'm relatively not dead inside???? you?
muddypawss-
@sochathedragon Hiii!! I'm in my grandparent's house rn with a bunch of old ladies I don't know -_- I haven't seen you around on discord much, have you been alright? :3
muddypawss-
I forgot to drink a glass of water before I left the house and now I'm convinced that if I speak to anyone or open my mouth to breathe then I'll stain them and give them a disease
muddypawss-
this message may be offensive
So you know when you're just existing and a random word pops into your head? Well, 'mierda' popped into mine and I was like: "uhhh what the fuck does that mean??" I look it up and it's a curse word??? It's spanish??
muddypawss-
Kwdgkwgdjwgsjevwjdgwkgrk idk what to do anymore :((
I feel like I'm worried 24/7, waiting for something bad to happen. I can't even enjoy the weekend anymore because I spend the whole time worrying about school.
I hate school so much. I hate the classes I'm in. I hate that there are people around me, coughing, sneezing, sharing the same air as me. I feel trapped. I feel like a used sponge, a dented frying pan. I feel like I'm poisoned, like I'm dirty and disgusting. I'm told to stop. I won't be able to go outside if I continue.
I don't want to go outside. I am not introverted, I hate being inside, but it's such torture to be in public now. It's exhausting. It's too loud, there's too much to see, there's too many smells. Why was I born to do anything but be human? Why was I molded into a monster with a thirst to be its prey?
GenauiDa
you changed your name too? :0
how do you pronounce it?
muddypawss-
@Cheese-Man- It shows how to pronounce it on: https://en.pronouns.page/@moth.leamhan And also here if you want to see the different pronunciations of it: https://www.focloir.ie/en/dictionary/ei/moth
bluebirdd-
is tú mo chara is fearr <3
muddypawss-
Brooo I made an oc who was born with weird semi-transparent skin and now I have to take into consideration that you can probably see their veins quite well and I have to study the different veins in the body just to draw them like ughhhhhh I am trying way too hard with my ocs
GenauiDa
@muddypawss- annddd you have to draw all the organs and bones and EVEYTHING under there too :3
muddypawss-
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