muddypawss-

Loki was here

sochathedragon

Hey hey leamhan!! I haven't said hi in so long lol
          
          Hru?

sochathedragon

@muddypawss- omg I hate when that happens TvT
            
            oh yeah heheheh i rage quit discord because it gave me anxiety :D
            but I'm relatively not dead inside????
            you?
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muddypawss-

@sochathedragon Hiii!! I'm in my grandparent's house rn with a bunch of old ladies I don't know -_-
            I haven't seen you around on discord much, have you been alright? :3
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muddypawss-

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So you know when you're just existing and a random word pops into your head? Well, 'mierda' popped into mine and I was like: "uhhh what the fuck does that mean??" I look it up and it's a curse word??? It's spanish??

muddypawss-

@Artsy_J4ck I'm not sure where I heard it or what I learnt it from lmao XD
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Artsy_J4ck

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@muddypawss-  Yep! It's basically "shit" in Spanish
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muddypawss-

Kwdgkwgdjwgsjevwjdgwkgrk idk what to do anymore :((
          I feel like I'm worried 24/7, waiting for something bad to happen. I can't even enjoy the weekend anymore because I spend the whole time worrying about school.
          I hate school so much. I hate the classes I'm in. I hate that there are people around me, coughing, sneezing, sharing the same air as me. I feel trapped. I feel like a used sponge, a dented frying pan. I feel like I'm poisoned, like I'm dirty and disgusting. I'm told to stop. I won't be able to go outside if I continue.
          I don't want to go outside. I am not introverted, I hate being inside, but it's such torture to be in public now. It's exhausting. It's too loud, there's too much to see, there's too many smells. Why was I born to do anything but be human? Why was I molded into a monster with a thirst to be its prey?

muddypawss-

I'm thinking about it too much and now I'm panicking
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