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Part 2 of Thoughts that kill me is up!!!
          
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Check out my new story "Thoughts that kill me"
           
          It's a yoongi au !!
          
          

I thought I could catch them
          The moments I dreamed of
          So I walked strongly
          With faith without reason
          I kept going without giving up
          I thought if I gave it my all
          It will all happen before my eyes
          In the end, I’ll get it, I pray every day
          I’m only looking ahead as I run
          At the end of this dark tunnel
          There will be a bright light
          I ran endlessly, locked up in hope
          Yea, I wanted to see that bright light
          I thought I just had to go a little more
          It felt like I could reach if I held out my hand
          But why does it feel like I’m running in place?
          It’s not enough yet, right?
          If I wanna run again, I need to hold it in and get up
          But there are so many things that make it hard to handle my reality
          As if they’re trying to make me fall
          But I’m trying to endure cuz I don’t wanna lose
          It’s a dream I wanna fulfill with all I am
          But why does it keep making it harder for me?
          Why don’t they know how earnest I am?
          Why are they playing with me?
          I don’t expect much, that’s the only thing
          But the more time passes, the more I wanna crumble down
          Why must I throw myself into the responsibilities of the world?
          Why do I have to endure that pain?
          The world won’t leave me alone
          I try telling myself that it’s not my fault
          I can only avoid it and hide
          If there is a God, please hear me out
          This is all that I can do
          And I hate it
          I can only walk on a path of thorns
          But I’m closing my eyes and shouting in my heart  I pray for my dream...
          
                                                                             -Kim min jae
          

Ever felt so helpless that you absolutely hate and want to die for it but you can't because you're holding on a single strand of hope, that tells you that you're gonna get through this. But as time goes on, your hands only get slippery.
          
          And you let go
          
          Forever...
          

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