𝙖 𝙝𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨

YO IF YOU STILL HERE HOW YOU DOIN?

in case you haven't heard, the dpd told people to send videos of suspicious videos relating to the recent riots, and kpop stans have come together to spam them with fancams.  we made the app crash for a while because of it!! this is pretty hilarious, keep up the good work my friends. and also maybe don't go riot right now, stay safe please <3.  even though things are opening back up, the coronavirus is still getting people left and right.

d-2 is SO GOOD i woke up this morning and in my notifs was the daechwita mv and i was like... WHAT??? but yeah stream it plz it's really good. my favorite song is 28, but there are a few total bops on there

lmao sike i'm not deleting this i changed my mind
          
          
          
          i'm here to stay >:) but i'm only really using this to talk to people so don't be offended if i'm not voting on ur stories i am just with a different acc.

fuck,,, i'm second-guessing everything.  ik i should delete this account but i have so many good memories on here.  i've had so many good experiences on here and it sucks to have to give that up :/.

there's a lot going on in my life rn, so i might be taking a break from here for a little while.  i don't know, we'll see i guess. i'm kinda really scared about my security because of an issue that i'm having, but i don't know.  maybe it'll be okay and i'll resolve this.  maybe not??? there's a problem with a creeper and i'm on edge right now.  i have a lot of really good memories from here, but i'm not quite sure if i can keep this up.  at the end of the day, my security is the most important thing.  i've always been on the internet, but i haven't always been cautious.  whenever i made this, i was too naive to fully understand online security, and i shared too much of my private life.  i want to have my life separate from this, and i don't know how good of a job i'm doing.  at this rate, i might have to delete my account.  i don't want to, and i've really enjoyed the time i've spent on here.  but i can't continue like this while my personal life is being threatened.  to be honest, maybe what is happening right now in my offline life has nothing to do with this at all, but still.  it will probably be another day before i delete this, so i can arrange some things, but it's going,  and if anyone reads these, know i'm sorry.  this isn't something that i wanted to do.  but i feel unsafe, and that is a priority in my life.

my mom installed family link again :').  fml idk what i'm gonna do now... basically every fun thing someone could do on their phone,, i now can't do.  i'm p sad

do you ever feel like you can't do anything?  like you're stuck somewhere and you can't get out?  i feel that way a lot, in like every sense.  i don't want to disappoint people, so i don't do anything in the fear they will be let down.  i don't even know if free will is a real thing!!  i find myself thinking about determinism, and it makes sense.  every aspect of our lives changes us and influences us.  our biological code has to do with our mannerisms and actions.  how much of our life is predetermined and how much is left to the free will?  are actions completely based on past experiences and our genes and our environment???  if so, nothing any of us do matters in any way.  it was all predetermined based on you and the world around you.  am i just rambling? of course i am.  i'm going off in tangents that don't connect.  but this is my (mostly) unfiltered thoughts.  perhaps people read these and can understand some of what i'm saying, or perhaps i just think people do, but no one does. or maybe i know that nobody reads them, and i write them for myself.  to be honest, i'm not completely sure.  i don't even remember how i started this message, lol.  i'm too tired to even look.  i really need to get some schoolwork done, gtg. xx.

@IMnotHERE133 sorry i don't rlly do that stuff ://.  but you're an angel anyways 

another really amazing jikook.  this is just the right amount of angst and drama, the characters feel believable and i can root for them:). this is SO underappreciated,, check it out
          
          
          
          
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