cassie ✰

hey girl ive got an idea for a book and ive been looking for someone to bring it to life but idk if its a good one

omg finally someone around my age that loves tokio hotel! whenever you have the time to see this message, pls follow me back! :)

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          Would anyone read my Tom kaulitz mafia book, more info on it in my bio! 
          And to Cassie your work is amazing love it Sm!

finally finished new chapters just need to proof read tonight when i get home yayyyy

I want to start off by saying that I am normally not the type of person to talk about my feelings, usually because I don’t feel the need to, like it never gets to be too much, but recently, it has. I’m not quite sure what’s going on and why I’ve been feeling like this, but I feel so depressed and unmotivated. There has been a slew of things going on that have put obstacles in the road for me. Things that used to bring me so much joy and peace, such a reading, writing, spending time with family and friends, now take so much energy out of me and often times feel like a chore. I find myself calling it ‘seasonal depression’, but I feel as though it’s been going on for quite some time now. I don’t want to bring it up to my doctor because you know how they are. “Here, this is some random drug that may or may not make you want to kill yourself even more but won’t know until you try it.” I really do try and work through things on my own, but I find it extremely difficult when my full time job is taking care of my disabled mother, which makes it hard for me to take care of myself. I just feel so exhausted all the time, no matter how much sleep I get or how much relaxing I do, I just feel so drained. If only I could find some kind of joy in things again, but I simply can’t. I don’t know, maybe this is just a phase, something I’ll get over sooner or later, but boy am I hoping for sooner because I miss you guys so much!! I miss writing shitty chapters and reading your guys’ comments. I miss it so much, you truly have no idea how much I do. I just ask that you all bear with me as I get myself out of this dark place. You are always so patient and caring that I have no doubt at all that you guys will waiting for me! ❤️ 

finally finished the next updates all i have to do is proof read and edit when i get off of work and then they’ll be posted tonight FINALLY 

i want to start off with a HUGE apology for not updating. i’ve been working a lot and picking up extra hours at my second job. on top of that, the past week i’ve been dealing with a head cold or the flu or something, and i still feel crappy. it seemed that every time i sat down to write, something came up or the motivation completely left my body. i genuinely feel so awful for leaving you guys hanging, but please believe me when i say i am trying!! i’m gonna take the remainder of this week to continue to recover from being sick and i swear i will work on the updates after. i feel like a broken record constantly apologizing, but dude, i can’t ever catch a break in my personal life. as always, i appreciate everyone for being patient and understanding while still continuing to support me!! you guys truly are THE BEST readers everrrr!! ❤️❤️❤️

i swear yall i am trying to work on updating it seems every time i find free time to sit down and focus something comes up being adult is one of the most inconvenient things ever like give me a break smh 

i have a literal migraine from hell right now and no fucking energy as soon as the shit passes (hopefully by this weekend) i’ll finally finish the next chapter of deceiver i am so sorry yall i hate me too lol

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOM AND BILL ITS TIME TO STOP NOW I WONT ALLOW ANY MORE BIRTHDAYS LMAO