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deleting my acc i think

ew stop it 

Hi I wanna ask you what happened with "Stranger || chanmin"? and how are you?I hope everything is okay❤️❤️❤️❤️

finally summer break i can now bed rot and be depressed in peace

blocked them both ;) hope they have fun together in hell

i cant handle being mentally unwell, i could stay up for days to fix myself i cant handle sleeping while being unstable 

rah i miss writing sm should i start writing again

just rewatched better days again, it always makes me feel so warm inside yet so empty and sad 

i miss writing

whenever im like “i miss her i wonder if she checked on me” i reactivate my account even when i dont want to, just to see her yapping abt him and i hate it. i hate how close they are i hate how she prefers him over me, i beg her to talk to me its obv im trying to get her to start the conversation for once. i obv didnt forget what i wanted to say i wanted you to just talk to me. i obv didnt reactivate my account bcz im feeling better. but its always him. hes the bsf and i fucking hope they both die together so that i could have a reason to actually kms.