multiship_lover

I'm sorry I haven't been writing lately I dropped out of school and got diagnosed with depression I've been working night shifts at a restaurant and I'm tired all the time.... I find it hard to smile and I have no inspiration. My world isn't the brightest right now but I'm going to therapy so hopefully I can get inspiration and get back to writing but right now I'm announcing a hiatus I just can't do anything right now when I barely have the motivation to get out of bed and I cry in my sleep... I'm tired, I'm trying to work on it but I'm just tired. 

What the actual f for the love of blood got taken down I didn't violate any policy's it was literally just a vampire story I'm starting to HATE Wattpad

So I'm so close to just stopping writing these freaking ffs because NOW people are saying that I'm fetishizing gay man and asian men. I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING FETISH for Asian men my boyfriend is Mexican american, all of my ex's have been white with one or 2 black people. I'm tired of it so if I'm just gonna be called disgusting and that I'm fetishizing Asians just because I write ff then I'd rather not write ffs. 

Hello everyone 
          
          I'm so sorry about not updating my stories but you see shit happened. I started going to school, in about 7 months I'll be a vet assistant yay!! I also got a second job that I work from 7pm to 2am so when I have days off I just want to sleep. My creative juices haven't been flowing lately so it's been very hard for me to write. I wish I could write and I'm so sorry. I'll write again when I am less stressed I have quizzes and homework assignments I've been getting maybe 3 hours of sleep a night. I'm sorry if me disappearing without notice has made you disappointed or sad but right now with my stress state and mental health state I'm just not in the position to write well and I don't want to publish anything that I didn't give my 100% in. Thank you all for your love and support and I'll start writing again when my mental state is in a better place. 

Author nim when are you going to post about SILENT ALPHA ?

hi

Not gonna lie I kinda want to change the k-drama "the moon embracing the sun" into a bl ff BUT I don't want to do vhope because I already have a vhope ff that has to do with the legand of the sun and the moon... I want to do a different group I like but I don't know which one. 
          
          Txt
          Ateez 
          Stray kids
          Omegax
          Seventeen
          Kingdom
          ACE
          The Boys
          E'last
          Golden Child
          Got7
          Monstax
          Luminous
          NCT
          Onlyoneof
          Seventeen
          Xdinary hero's
          Treasure
          
          I like too many bands and I have a hard time making decisions so this is hard but it's something that I really want to do but I can't figure out which group to do it about.... Ahhhhh 

Should I put a character page in the silent alpha because even I'm losing track of the names and packs I put a lot. 

So I'm thinking turning some tv shows and dramas into bl ffs.... I have a list of dramas and stuff in my Google Docs and the list is literally titled "tv shows and dramas I wish had bl storylines" so I'm thinking of making them into kpop bl ffs. 
          It wouldn't be plagerism because I'm changing genders locations characters and scenes and I've never read the script of these tv shows and dramas either, and I would be covered under parody law in the us because the story line characters and dialogue.... Plus it'll be in English.... These are some of the tv shows I want to change int bls
          My I'd is Gangnam beauty
          True beauty
          Kill me heal me
          Boys over flowers
          Sweet home
          Blacklist 
          And
          The gifted
          
          If you have watched any of these dramas and have the same opinion as me.... Feel free to tell me which drama you want me to do a bl parody of and with which kpop group

Hello unnie