murk_mey

قد تكون الرسالة مسيئة
Well, FNAF Help Wanted 2 definitely fucked my plans for Desiderium. I'm gonna be reworking it for the next few months. Yay, more time to lose sleep.

fire126

I love your profile pictures C:

murk_mey

@fire126 i just realized yours is a hedgehog, i love hedgehogs 
الرد

murk_mey

'Scuse me while I got kms really quick. I just had the zoomies, then proceeded to write seven chapter of fanfiction, started a new fanfiction to write. Augh, why do I make life harder for myself??
          
          Btw, I scheduled my first few chapters of my fanfic Desiderium (which is a daycare attendant x reader from fnafsb) in December. Consider it an early Christmas present.

murk_mey

If you're wondering, the other fanfic I started is called Hush and is a springtrap x reader. Pls don't judge me, I'm in a very weird place right now.
الرد

murk_mey

Why is it so difficult to write a story when I actually have free time for once? I feel like I'm stuck in a loop of working, working, working, then when I pause to breathe in the world, and I breathe out nothing but jumbled-up thoughts that can't be formed into anything coherent. All of the ideas that I hold onto at 3 am slip away by the time I wake up again, and I can't ever add what I thought was smart before because those thoughts avoid me.

murk_mey

No, I am not depressed; simply burned out and thinking.
الرد

murk_mey

I don't think writing five books at the same time is a good thing for my sleep schedule