musha101

i lost a follower for opening up lol 

musha101

Hi, 
          
          I’m sorry that i haven’t been updating. 
          
          I’ve recently been in a pit of depression and blackness. I feel as though no one is there for me, currently. I have been feeling very alone lately. 
          
          The people I used to talk to haven’t checked up on me, despite me being constantly there for them. I feel hollow and numb, I can’t even cry anymore. The constant tears were drowning out any other activities. 
          
          At this point, I just wish I had someone, anyone, really. My appetite has disappeared, I’ve lost so much weight and my period stopped. I’ve been hospitalized multiple times. 
          
          I’m just so hurt. 
          I’m so alone. 
          I’m so done.
          
          If you ever need someone, I’m here for you and I love. Sorry, that you had to read all that, I realize my troubles are insignificant to some. Have a great day!