mushroomtransboi

TW: just a vent haha (ALSO SH SCAR MENTION) 
          	
          	
          	Im so tired physically but mostly mentally. I'm loosing people and i dont know how to deal with it anymore. im about ready to give up. I can never do enough, I can never be enough but even if im workng at my max to help people its just never enough and it never will be. everything is falling apart at a rate that i cant control and i dont know what to do at this point. its not okay anymore, no matter what fake face i put on it will never feel real and its draining. but i cant seem too sad at school or else ill get a wrist check if they see the scars on my arms they will call my mom. she told me that if she ever founds our about me sh ing again she'll put me in a mental hospital, i cant deal with that. im done with trying but i cant let people in my life who are struggleing know that  becuase i want them to feel like they can open up to me comfortably. im just done, im tried and all of the above everthing is awful.
          	
          	
          	
          	also quick little notice, if you correct my spelling or grammar on a vent youre a dick and  i will block you. im venting i dont need your spelling advice okay? its the least of my worries./srs

OneWingedAngelLavak

Oh! I forgot to ask before but if you do see this please let me know lol, I'd really like to catch up sometime:D (if you're still on Wattpad anyway ) and if you want to talk somewhere else or something I'm lavaktheonewingedangel on discord, so I hope we'll be able to talk again one day Chara:)

mushroomtransboi

TW: just a vent haha (ALSO SH SCAR MENTION) 
          
          
          Im so tired physically but mostly mentally. I'm loosing people and i dont know how to deal with it anymore. im about ready to give up. I can never do enough, I can never be enough but even if im workng at my max to help people its just never enough and it never will be. everything is falling apart at a rate that i cant control and i dont know what to do at this point. its not okay anymore, no matter what fake face i put on it will never feel real and its draining. but i cant seem too sad at school or else ill get a wrist check if they see the scars on my arms they will call my mom. she told me that if she ever founds our about me sh ing again she'll put me in a mental hospital, i cant deal with that. im done with trying but i cant let people in my life who are struggleing know that  becuase i want them to feel like they can open up to me comfortably. im just done, im tried and all of the above everthing is awful.
          
          
          
          also quick little notice, if you correct my spelling or grammar on a vent youre a dick and  i will block you. im venting i dont need your spelling advice okay? its the least of my worries./srs

RainBowFactoryWally

hello shroom person

mushroomtransboi

@werewolf-lover16 im sorry :/
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RainBowFactoryWally

i hae slept but i still tired
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mushroomtransboi

@werewolf-lover16 same lol you should try sleeping maybe if you havent already
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