Ayah 🦋(مغلق)

For now it’s 10:41 PM so I’m gonna sleep … I might be going to Germany in April for Easter to meet my uncle I don’t like Germany lol but I’ll go for him 

Yesterday I went out on a date with someone he was super nice and a gentleman but I don’t feel attracted to him It was nice overall tho we are going out again next Friday 

Life is good, everything is going well الحمدلله or as Kimiya says خداروشکر …new city new home new everything loving it.

I forgot-
          Loving you means letting go.
          Do I stay, or do l go?

I left your heart, but not your soul Are you still here, or am I alone?
          I'm afraid to stay, afraid to go, Imprisoned by the echoes of words you spoke.

silent nights
          
          
          Your soul keeps knocking on my door.
          Are you an angel, or the devil at my core?
          Tattooed deep into my soul,
          Seeking forgiveness-
          Either way, I can't take this anymore.
          Apologies accepted.

I was talking with aya and we are planning but i feel like we are a bit uncertain on many things and we will end up in different areas…i hope not tho 

I just finished talking with Aya and idk what i would do if I didn’t have her in my life ….she’s the best friend i ever had and I’m so glad i have her in my life. I’m more glad that i can tell her anything and everything knowing she won’t judge me. 
          
          
          She helped me a lot with my past relationship and I’m really thankful to have her and to have someone to talk with about it. she’s always been there for me and I can’t be more grateful. Not many people fortunate to meet their soulmates. 
          
          
          She also helped me realize how to appreciate other relationships i had and still have. 
          
          
          Anyways i hope we stay bff till the end of times. 
          
          

Aya is so funny  Ahmad and I pranked her AND SHE WAS SCARED and called me telling me that the Israeli occupation called her threatening her to get arrested  Ahmad Hebrew is really good. 

Okay enough for today I’ll come tmw for more thoughts