nobody is prob gonna see this, but so i had a friend which i called her bestie, than one day long story short, she blocked me, and a few months later she sent me a sorry note. it said how i was oppisite of her and didnt want a friendship with my anymore. but even tho its not her fault, it just feels like im the villian if her eyes, but my vision? i see myself as a person who i... dont want to be.
its just that alot of people that act like the way that i was before, makes alot of freinds, and i wanted to be able to have a friend who likes me.
but no matter how hard i try, it just feels like nobody acully cares about me when i talk to them
and i feel super gulity shareing this with ppl because it just feels like im trying to get attension
all i ever wanted was a real friend that would be me
but i always get discracted the way others have so many real friends
all my humor was kinda fake, and i feel bad to tell you guys this.
and i dont care if she sees this beacause shes not wrong. but the way she is decribing me, feels like hell inside.