I was thinking that life wouldn't hurt so much, I was far from right. I'm in pain, not physical but emotional pain. I was in love but hurt. I still am. I just can't think of love anymore because I know that love will always end up disappointing you. At least that's what happened to me. It hurts like hell, but I can't do anything to fix it. I wish there was something I could do that helped the pain, but the only thing that even comes to mind is death. Death won't help, it will only spread the pain so I can't do that. I'm trying to find reasons to not be sad but it's really hard to do. I just need help.